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Sunday, March 28, 2010
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I just wana sleep and never wake up again.

Saturday, March 20, 2010
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WARNING!

This will so gonna be a long post.

Dont read if you dont bother.

'Cause im just gonna type whatever that have been happening and whatever that will just pop out in my mind.

(And im sorry for the colourful post as my blog just dont wana cooperate with me for today)

I will start from yesterday and the day backwards...

I have some good news to share here. I will skip that part first. But will state it at the end ok.

In the afternoon, went off to ECP. The intention is to cycle as promised to Zan. He've been wanting for a 'cycling date'. I put it on yesterday instead and he agreed. Oh, the rest of my lil ones did tag along too. We had so much fun though we cycled for 2hours only. Despite that it was raining badly, we waited patiently at Mac.

Talking about Mc.. My dearest bro is working there actually. Really glad to be able to see him and talked to him even for a while. The moment he 'salam' me. I had my flashback of all the funs that we had before. We used to be very close neighbours. All of us were like real siblings. Well.....~Good things will always come to an end~ Still, i miss him and his siblings. Especially, that cute lil boy whom i love to irritate and i will always find an opportunity to kiss him.. bahaha. I love to kiss small kids. Mcm habit gituk! ^^

Ouhh, back to the story... We had a wonderful ride eventhough its just for 2hours..

Couldnt go really far.. Zan, mayb next time then? We go farfar ok.. *winks*

I wana blog about Man's behaviour. Seriously, serious enough, haha, this guy is so hyper. Very hayper that i can ever imagine. He's been the 'irritator' for the day. We argued a lot. Dua2 ego..! Nk menang ajer... -.- Very loyar buruk and i was like his most common target. haiyo. Still, we both did apologies before going home. hah.

Before heading home, i suggested that we spent some time at the breakwater. And so the guys agreed. :) 'cause they were super malas at the first place.. Asyik nak chill kat Mc ajer. Entah aper ader kat Mc pon saya tk tahu. Chic pon tak nampak.. -.-

When i reached at the top of the breakwater.. (Oh, thanks Andy, for helping. hee.)

Im really happy. And i did what i really wanted too.

I stayed away from my clique. I took the time, just for my own...

Dear friend, i was up there. On the break water. I looked up at the sky and started smiling. As soon as i was smiling while looking at you, i cant help it. But i teared. Seriouly, i miss you. I wanted you back. But God loves you more. And i believe that He will take good care of you there. Before leaving that place, i gave a last turn. I look up again and said goodbye.. In tears.

I will join you up there one day my dear....

So we started to leave the place at around 10pm but still got stuck at the underpass for sometime. Camwhored! Again, Man makes me hav a pain in my stomach for laughing all the way. My cheeks were in pain too...

Baik Man. Thank you so much! ^^

Oh, i bump into Abg usof & Kak nori with their group of friends. haa. I was so enlighted. Seriously. Abg usof was like bending down with his cutest way, smiling away while looking at me.. haha. I was shocked and approached them. So i 'salam' them and their friends, the ladies only. OMG! Bump into Kak Nori again. haha! I like~~

Ive been treating them like my big brother and sisters. And they dont mind about it too. And i was like their adik.. Aww.. Ive always been wanting to have siblings that is older then me.. :(

Oh, and not to forget, Wan and Kak Ivi. They're just a wonderful bunch of big brothers&sisters.

I had so much fun and laughter.

Thanks loves! :D

Besides that point of time.

Missing you friend...

On the 18March, met Bestf. hah. Naufal kinda need some help. Met him at bedok inter.. Mcm best gituk nie sebab nie kali die lambat. Nasib baik ader earpiece tau.. Kalau tak da mcm budak ngengok kat fone booth. haha. Naufal soon came with that smile on his face. The shocking part. We're suppose to salam each other. But he hug me instead and said: I PASSED! Seriously, saya betol terkejut. Naufal naufal... Hugging me like in the middle of bedok inter... -.-

haha! On the other hand, I MISS HIS HUGS! omg!

The last time i could remember was like during Sec4..? haha. Yes, Sec4 at the water cooler just beside my class...

Anw, errr, naufal lain kali check expiry date dulu sebelum jumpa ok??

*inside joke*

Soon, we chilled and he did a lot of talking.. haha!

Thanks for the day, loves. :D

16th March.

Movie Marathon cum Zan's Birthday Surprise at Atiqa's crib.

We watched four complete movies from 1plus till 10pm sharp. Thanks to Atiqa's mommeh for all the delicious food. Its super nice till we just cant stop eating and feeding our fulled stomach.

Everything was awesome. Especially with awesomest people.

Thanks lovelies.. :D

Here comes the good news!

1) I had what ive been wanting for.. The picture! Thankyou so much fauzan for that favour.

2) My babyboy is back home.. Back from camp. And that means, there will be noise and he will start irritating..

(Ok, actually, i dont know whether this is a good news or not but i will just state it here)

Lastly...

3) I passed my exams..............................................!

Im superduper happy with it. I dont care whatever it is, im still happy and am fine with it.

Naufal, thanks for being such a sweetheart. *fair fair ok*

To those, thanks for the support&encouragement&teaching...

Everything....!

Once again, thankyou!

haha. Brape kali nk cakap thankyou.. From the end of exams untill now.. haix, Nurfadhilah.

For now, i will stop talking.

Sorry for this long post.

Perhaps, a warning have been given earlier on.

Here are the pichas for March, 16th.

Sometimes, someone can say something small that can fit into a big empty space in your heart...

Thursday, March 18, 2010
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I miss my lil bro... He's of to camp. And will be back later. But at the later part of the day. Super slow. I just wana see him appear at the doorstep with his huge bulky bags, smelly ownself and still smiling while saying, Assalammualaikum.... Im waiting for the stories that he gonna share. All about the camp itself. All the clumsy things, scoldings, punishments and everything! Man, im really waiting for his return. When he's not home, i felt so lonely. No noise. No sounds of bouncing balls, songs with scrambled lyrics. No arguments with him. He isnt there to irritate me all he wants till i got frustrated and will start scolding him. And what he will do in return is to give me this long stare. For he knows that i would in turn smile after all those scoldings and we both gonna break the situation with our loud laughters. I miss watching tv programmes with him. Lying on the couch. Quarrelling for the front seat. I miss his cute face. The pathetic and decent one when he want something from me. Especially my iphone. I miss all of his 'persuading'. Cute much! Bro, im counting and have been looking at the time. For you to return home.. I miss you so muchhh!

Love, bubu! ♥

Saturday, March 13, 2010
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Kepada, Lelaki Melayu Terakhir..

Happy 18th Birthday, Fauzan!

May you be happy always..

Be successful in life.

(works well with computers) ^^

Happy with your social life all.

And oh, dont get stuck with love issues.

Hope you will find the perfect one when the time comes.

Be strong dearest.

Ily! :D

Dearest bestf, Congratulations.
hah.
At least, our late night mitups for night study did pay off for you.
Im happy for you.
loves. :)

Finally, i had a wonderful chill at pasir ris beach yesterday with dearest izzah. Meet her up and head to downtown. From pasir ris beach to pasir ris park to 711 store to pasir ris nature reserve and to pasir ris MRT. hah. We're so worn out. Perspiring like as if we just had our shower. Still we had a good catching up. Chilling at mother nature while chit chatting. Share our stories and all. Laugh like nobody business. Not forgetting, we camwhored. Darl, upload the pics fast ok... :)

Thanks for the day dearest. Ilysm! :D

Head down to Ping Yi Sec straight after for the meet-the-parent session. Feeling2 parent gituk eh. ^^
Ok no. My purpose is to know bro's classmates. Ive heard lots and lots of stories about them and so i guess its time to look at their faces. haha. Meet adik-kus, Atiqa. And before that bump into Zan and cutie Anuar. Adorable much that lil kid. Bro's classmates seems a bit ok. I guess.

Will be heading down to Mango field later. For soccer match between East Slackers & Bedok Green. *kening go upup downdown* hmmmmm........
Maulud? Not sure. Theres another maulud which is tomorrow..

Im left with one more week before the start of my attachment. Hiyakdush btol! So fast. Ive yet to have my cycling date with Fauzan. Biler pon tk tahu... This tues, movie marathon. Wednesday will be heading down to cgh again. I guess. No i have to, i think.
Time, can you just dont go so fast can............................................... :D

Friend, i remembered you in my prayers.
I teared when i read the Al-fatihah for you.
imissyou...

Oh, i wana share some photos taken during the hangout at cgh.
At cgh, still can hangout eh eh. Cm style gitu. ;P
Ouhh, btw, its Darling Fya&Naufal photography.
Here it goes. *winkwink*

I love this!

Like we're having some 'arguments' gituk. ;)

Ok, this is my babygirl!

When we meet, this is how it goes.

She will 'salam' me.

Then we'll kiss each other on the lips.

And i'll kiss both of her cheeks and then her forehead.

Once done, we'll give each other a Hi-5 and a 'chill'.

And of course, i love to irritate her till she doesnt want me.

I love her. ^^

We, the gilergiler sisters.
<33>

Bored of waiting.

Derita dan sengsara itu memberi makna dan warna di setiap liku jalan kenangan...

Monday, March 8, 2010
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Nowadays, things happens so coincidently. Sometimes, i felt too scared to face tomorrow. Scared as things happen out of a sudden. Life is full of surprises. True much. I just dont wana lose anyone, anymore for the moment. Im not ready yet. Im not greedy. But for the fact, i need all those people that ive been living with. My bigBig family, bestfriends... Without them, im not sure how my life would be like. They are my pillars of strength. They're the reasons of me, being Nurfadhilah.

Dearest friend, Muhammad Salleh... Thoughts of you is still playing in my mind.. Its a must to view your wall each day. And when ive start to miss you, i will view that video of yours. That touching video will never fail to make me teared. Realising the big impact you've made in ppl's life. Now, ure gone for good and will always be in my prayers... One thing for sure, i will join you up there one day..... :)

Saturday, March 6, 2010
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Im currently missing a number of people...

Cousins...

Bestfriends...

Polysweethearts...

Will there be a time for some catching up?

So yesterday, had dinner at simpang with my lil ones. Its full of laughters with the guys around. Their jokes is good enough to make we ladies laugh our ass of. Eat and eat and eat. Till every one goes full. Plan about our movie marathon and all... yes, 16th march. ;) So we bid goodbyes at 9pm.. Zan went to join his family.. Second round! The rest went home.. While me and my lil ones had to wait for our parents as they were on their way to simpang.. Me and bro had our second round too... Hiyakdush btol! Im so-the-craving for SATAY. So thats what i had with my family... Chill and left simpang at around 10plus...

Thanks for the day, loves..

As much as i see bikers all around,

As often as i walk pass the firestation...

Pictures of you will appear in my mind...

I miss you, friend......

Wednesday, March 3, 2010
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My body isn't perfect, i don't walk with confidence, i get into fights with my parents and friends. At times i can't even tolerate the people whom i love so much. Some nights i'd rather be by myself than staying out doing nothing. I will cry over the smallest things, always. There are days that i get through with forced smiles and fake laughs. Sometimes i try to convince myself that things are okay when they're not. Even for the fact i can't control my tears. I'm not ugly but i'm not beautiful. I don't look as good in real life as i do in pictures. There are some nights that i cry myself to sleep. Especially when i think about life, when i miss people, when people left me not for a while but forever. I constantly think i'm not good enough. I'm imperfect, but i'm perfectly me.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010
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♥ In memory of Muhammad Salleh ♥

Its really sad to have just know about him just now.
Lucky, i went to his profile.

Salleh, this might be too late.
As much as i wana chat with you again, i know its way impossible.
14th February.
The day when we became friends.
The day you added me in facebook.
Looking through your profile.
Reading through my inbox messages that you sent.
Makes me teared though ive know you just for a while..
I regret for not knowing you better when the opportunity is there.
Now knowing that u're gone, disheartened me so much.
You're really a nice guy to everyone out there.
You left, leaving a big impact in the lives of your loved ones.
Till right now, i can still remember our conversation.
You really wana make friends.
How sincere you are.
How straight you can be when you said:
'i ain't a sweet talker mutha-fucker'
I still remember all those.

I swear that i will never delete your messages in my inbox.
Now i know, you're happy at your new home.
Just like what your cousin told me:
'Salleh will always be watching us...'
I will take note of that.

For once, im glad that we became friends.
Even if its just for a short while.

Rest in peace.
Salleh Aries.

You will always be remembered.
♥

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(pssst: Darling, maaf kita extract from your blog uh. hee. I know u will forgive me)
*winks*

Ok, so yesterday met this darling of mine, izzah and darling naufal. For early dinner. So we had out 'tapaos' from Alfiah restaurant. Bought bubble tea drinks. Headed fast to void deck to enjoy our food. Apparently, no eating utensils. The best part is, i bought Maggi goreng. Naufal suggested, to use hand. Ahahaha. Weird much. But me and izzah did that. Tk tahu malu btol. Passer-by looked at us. Weird. I know. aha. That adds more to the embarassment. But still, have to eat mah. hee. Thanks for the idea, naufal. And thanks izzah for making me laugh. Especially the lollipop thingy. *inside joke* Oh, and we had the 'poking' session. After so long. Thats one of a significant, 'have to do' when we had bubble tea drinks. I love you guys for that!

Soon naufal left. Me and eza, went to our fav spot. And had a good talk. About lives and all. The things that we've missed about each other. Around 9plus, send izzah home and went to meet naufal back.

p/s: Darling eza, thanks for the willingness to have the meet up. I wont forget you while im enjoying my holidays.... ;P Get over with your exam and we'll start to hit the beach and pasir ris park. Me, love you so much! :)

Bought drinks and head to Fya's area. Meet up with this darling of mine. Thanks for the willingness to meet us up though u're busy. hee. Seriously, i like to see this two darlings of mine have some arguments. Looking at the way they talks, the way they argue with each other, makes me love them even more. aha.

To dearest fya, sorry to have make you felt that way. Didnt expect some things to just pop up which in turn spoilt that night. I have tons of things to share with you too. But no worries. One day, there will be a mit up. Only the two of us. Ok darling? And we'll update each other about everything. Once again, im sorry for making you felt so sad. Im still the old me...! *winks* I love you so much! :)

Met wan when he's on his way home. Chit chat for a while. Thanks for the advices and for cheering me up. Have been bumping wan for sometimes. See you around soon, wan! *your stubborn girl*

Naufal, i didnt forget about you ok! thanks for the day too darling. hee. For cheering me up also. And yes, ure right. I will be 1 of the 3 girls who will cry very badly when its time for you to leave me. I love you, bestf.

♥ I love my darlings ♥

Monday, March 1, 2010
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Time for UPDATESSSSSSSSSSS!

27th February.

Outing with dearest siblings.

Went for swimming at Jurong.

Only those guys had their swim.

And the to Chinese garden.

Thanks for the wonderful day, loved one..

Bubu love you all! :)

Exams are all over now..

And im FREEEEEEEEEEEEE!

For like 3weeks only before the start of my attachment.

Oh, for this 3weeks i really wana enjoy.

Spent more time with my loved ones.

Bestfriends, family, 2nd degree siblings.

Start booking me people.

To dearest lovelies, who have always been there for me..Giving me the guidance, support, encouragement, showing the care&concern, thank you so much for everything.For being there throughout my exam period... Appreciate all those. loves.

And to this special guy,

Thank you so much for being there.

Always.

For accompanying me through the nights for out night study session.

It really helps, i swear.

For imparting more religious knowledge in me each time we're together.

I love you for all those, dearest bestf. :)
And im back to missing you already..

25th February.

Marks the last day of our paper.

So as usual, we girlfriends will hang out together on the last paper of our exam.

Headed to West Mall.

Out for lunch together at KFC.
And then went to watch, Wolfman.

Quite a scary one. But not really scary.

What makes it hilarious is fee's & fadhilah's reaction.

hee. :D

I will miss this bunch of lovely girlfriends.

Exams over = End of year 1.

Will never forget all those moments i spent with this lovelies.

Will i get classmates with the same attitude and have the same fun as them next year?

Im not sure myself..

They will still be the best.

I LOVE YOU GIRLS FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HYPOTHALAMUS!

Head down to eastcoastpark at night with this Fee&Ena.

I love this two girls that night.

We sat on the water breaker.

Enjoying the night breeze till cockroaches came and interrupted those moments.

Next, chill at the shelter.

Chit chatting till those while dogs enter our territory..

Ahaha. I can never forget those moments.

When the dogs came, i feel like tearing and just grab my back and start to run away...

hahahaha. Scary much.

But girlfriends ideas, really helps.

Start making our move at around 10plus.

I guess we really share a lot of stories together.

Thanks for the night, lovelies. :)

20th February.

Chingay is really fun.

Went for the celebration with my aunty and the rest of my siblings.

The welcoming part is really great. Those group of teenagers.

Party till around 9plus.

Most of the contingents showed a great performance that night.

The one i like most is the Star Wars, Bloco Singapura and lastly, the fireworks.

This are the ones that attracts my attention the most.

And when its time to bid goodbye, those teenagers in white are the best.

The way they treat us, the way they say goodbye, the way they ask for a hi-5 from me, really make my night.

After the celebration, went to the carnival to buy food.

Got a flower balloon from the balloon-maker.

And before that, a heart shape one from the volunteers..

I like! Very nice... :)

When to meet uncle before heading home as he's on duty...

I just love this year Chingay. And im looking forward for next year's Chingay... :D

Thanks for the tix, dearest aunty..! ;)
I love you!

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'Im stubborn, impatient & a little insecure. i make mistakes, i am out of control & at times hard to handle. But if you cant handle me at my worst, it will also mean that you dont deserve me at my best.'
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