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My life is a series of changes
I smile, I laugh, I cry, I learn.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009
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Sorry for the late reply of tags.

♥ fyaa: Waalaikumsalam... Its ok syg. U know det u said im a strong girl before right. That makes me go thru all this as smn strong. Its ok, u dont have to apologies. Fad pon fhm, fya bz.. hee. Fad sihat, alhamdulillah... Fad pon rindu fya... Fya, asl fya delete account fb? Fya nyer blog letak tagboard cn? Please? Jadi fad nk bilang or ckp pape kat fya pon senang.. I know ur phone having probs. Jadi susah nk contactkn. So for the time being, get thru me at my blog ok.. Takecare darling.. I love you so much! :)

♥ atiqa: Its ok my dear.. Mayb when we mit up or what u cn share about it with me ok.. My pleasure, love. ;)

♥ izzah: Prettylady, sorry ive uploaded that post one day later. Too packed with some stuffs so its being delayed. Hope you like it.. And i love you like heaven, sister! =D

Tuesday, November 10, 2009
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Dearest darling,

Happy Gorgeously 18th Birthday!

May you be blessed with health, wealth and happiness always..

All the best for your future endeavours..

Last long with boyfie.

Be happy and bubbly as always..

Seeing you happy and enjoy every bit of your life makes me happy too....

And as you know, i will always love you, my sister,my bestfriend, my twin, my everything, from the bottom of my heart..

Takecare prettyhead.

I-Love-You!

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Sunday, November 8, 2009
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I seriously cant stand this anymore.. All this while, most people said that im a strong girl.. But then i realise that all those are not true. Im so weak. Too sensitive and too emotional. Being in this state really pulls me down. Those words and those thoughts. Seeing us drifted apart. Not like other people out there. The strong bonds that i see everywhere. All you people said is that ive changed. Im rude. But have you people even bother asking me how am i, how things is going on in my life. What my problems are. Why ive been keeping quiet at times. Why i stayed away from some of you. You didnt, dont you? All i need are your understanding, trust, love and concern. Seriously, im lacking of those. And i need it from no one else, but only from you people. My social life seems to be a problem to you also. Why?? I have the rights to mix around with anybody. Whoever i like. I know my limits. I set my boundaries. Consider myself a spoilt kid? Up to you. Yeah, im spoilt because of this small things that i lack. Im a human too. Ive got my feelings. My flaws. Speaking about flaws, who doesnt have any right? Everybody does. Its either you're able to notice it or not. You highlighted each and every flaws that i had. But did you even bother to ask me why im becoming like this? All you know is to listen to people whom i doubt know me well enough. Listen to their assumptions. And then again, put all the blame on me. I hate it you know. Especially when we had small arguments. Yes, im rude at times. I answered back when im not satisfied. Ego.... I know. I just have to stand up for my own right. But to be honest with you, i would never wana have an argument with you. Never. Each time we argued, im sure to teared. You never know about all this. My hidden tears, those soundless screams...You'll never know......... :'(

Saturday, November 7, 2009
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Ive been missing for quite sometime. I know. :)

During that MIA period, a lot of things happen..

Now here it goes...

My uncle...

He just left the whole family of us recently. Not for a while but forever. Its a preity shocking news when i know that he's no more. He left, making most of us regret. Regret about what we did in the past. I could still remember what he did 1week before he left. When i first came to my aunts house, i notice that he is so different. Totally different. When i was eating, he came up to me and said 'Sonia' and smiled. I just smiled back without saying a single thing. In the evening, he decided to leave aunt's house. This time round, at the corridor, he was standing, he faced all of us and said, "Goodbye everybody'. And again, i just smiled at him. When the news that he is gone, came right into my ears, i regretted. I regret for not going up to him the other day.. To kiss his hand and wave back at him when he bid goodbye.. Seriously, what a regret. Now, the only thing that is left are memories...

Our prayers will always be with you, my dear uncle...

Boboy..

Recently, a few things cock-ed up between us also.. haha! Misunderstanding. I just dont understand why he like to disturb me till i take all his jokes seriously. The latest 'conflict' that happen is actually preity bad and is not what i expected. I just cant afford to stay away from him, each time when we met somewhere. Usually, we will joke around and all.. But the other day, for once in my lifetime. We became complete STRANGERS. And when i say strangers, we seriously did not bother to talk or even smile to one another. haha! Sad ya'know. But recently, everything went back as per normal.. He started up with the conversation first.. ;) What ima said is true... He wont stay away from me for so long.... hehe. And i love this guy so much.. Same goes to the rest of my cousin... hak! ;D

School..

Everthing went back as per normal. No more misunderstanding between my girls. To see them back together again, is such an awesome feeling.. All settled. And i seriously like what happen yesterday. So much fun. Laughters. Besides a boring lecture, the practical was so much fun... Lots of jokes were cracked. Unexpected wildness when we get to excited about all the pregnancy learnings and all. So much fun!!! And i love all my girls so much from the bottom of my Hypothalamus...... ;)
On the other hand, my modules for this semester is getting tougher and tougher. Seriously. At times i just cant catch up with it.. Either lecturer is too fast or im too slow.. haha! From now on, i gonna start to work things out early so that i wont have to rush at the later part. The project also. Besides just completing it, i hope i will have fun doing it as well... Booo! Airport! Here i come for my project! hak! :D

Im off. Will be going to airport to meet the babes to study later on.. Shall update again when i have the time.. hehe. TKCR LOVELIES. LOVE YOU! :D

If i have to change, i will....

But i guess i cant change my own social life....

Being friendly is soooooo me....

So i cant promise you to change that part of myself...

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'Im stubborn, impatient & a little insecure. i make mistakes, i am out of control & at times hard to handle. But if you cant handle me at my worst, it will also mean that you dont deserve me at my best.'
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