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Sunday, August 30, 2009
Last blogged @ 12:27 PM

School holiday starts already..
Like two days back.
Exams finally OVER!
A BIGBIG YAY!
Now ive got 1 month of holiday.
That exactly one month to ENJOY!
(Siapa2 nk kluar ngn fad, book fad cepat2 ok. Fad ngah dlm enjoyment mood.)
Before going for clinical attachment.
Aniways,
Thanks to those who have been supporting me.
Encouraging me throughout my exams.
In the end, i look ahead instead of.......
You know who you are, THANKYOU so much..
Yesterday, my family manage to get one kuih done.
Its really happening to get the whole family to participate.
So kecoh!!
All the arguments, nonsence, teasing, jokes.
At least it do helps in family bonding..
I loike! ;)
Today, one more kuih will be done.
*winkwink*
Texted besf yesterday.
He dont wanna come back to school tomorrow..
=(
So how?
Im still sad though.
For at least if i know the reason, i'll try to understand.
But its just that he dont feel like going.
Now, im feeling pulled back.
I dont know whether i should go or not.
I dont wanna face those 'past' either.
Haix.
Im still considering...
Just now, i read fya's blog.
Cute uhh that small kid.
One of the post, she said that
This two gangsters (Fad & Naufal) have REMPIT her heart.
And she's missing us badly..
Hahaha.
Cute kaper?
Rempit ehk fya...
We wil catch up together one day ok..
Tkcr. Ily darling! ;)
And im sooooo the looking forward for this wednesday event.
Hope it goes well.
Hope those invited can turn up as planned.
Hope we can have a great bond and enjoy that very day.
Im soooo excited to meet those peeps.
Rindu-Rindu-Rindu
Ok, lets just wait for the day to come. ;))
Asslammualaikum.....
Hate the way you treat me..
*Heartache*


Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Last blogged @ 6:26 AM

Firstly,
Happy Sweet 16th Birthday KASEH!
*hugs*
May your wishes come true...
InsyaAllah.
Happyhappy slalu..
And stay gorgeous always babe!
Loves.
;)
Ok, like finally.
Joker is back.
*winkwink*
Happy seyyy.
Joker, im sorry coz as u know ive been disturbing you so much.
I will tend to disturb you each time we communicates.
Forgive me can can?
InsyaAllah.
I will kurangkan kacaukacau kamu ok?
Do text me alright.
Tkcrloves.
Im going for my PAS exam later.
Wish me luck people!
=D
Waiting for the day, 28August, 11am.
I will smile broadly when the examiner says, 'Ok stop writing'
;))
Then, guess what?
Enjoy luhhh......
Till here.
I will continue blogging after my exams.
Haix, when can pics be uploaded here??
Ok, nemind.
Tkcr people.
fad-loves-her-sweethearts


Monday, August 24, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:23 AM

Its been a really tiring days...
Not because of puasa.
Maybe because of the exams and all.
Aniways, 1 down, 3 more to go.
I just cant wait for 28 August, 11am.
;))
I did read 'something' today.
Reminded me of the past.
Theres a lot that ive been through.
"Fad, thanks for always being there"
"Fad u're really sweet"
"Fad, always remember that i love you"
This shows how sweet my darlings really are.
Nobody knows how sweeter can this bestfriends be.
They'll never fail to pick me up.
Each time i fall.
Each time im in a confusion state.
Each time when i feel really down.
Each time i need somebody.
Each time i just go up to you and say that i need a hug.
Each time i will just cry on your shoulder.
Each time i will just sit and complain about all kinds of things.
After reading those things, it makes me recall all this events.
Bestfriends,
I really miss those moments.
The times we spent time with each other.
The lepak-ing at our favourite spots.
Bubble tea tradition.
Coffeeshop.
*ok now puasa, so cannot have one* ;)
Arguing with one another just to be right.
Always being there to give a listening ear.
Share all kinds of stories...
I do really miss those times.
Im hoping that all this will come back as before.
Once all our individual task is done.
Fad love you all sangatsangat.
And to you Joker.
Like i said, you never fail to put a smile on my face.
Thank you so much. ;))
Im trying real hard to understand why u're busy.
It worries me when theres a sudden silence.
Who wont.
(U're like a biskut tahu tk? Sekejap ader, sekejap hilang)
Yet i still want to know you better.
Thats what you said before.
And thats what ive been wanting to do.
Im trying real hard to go behind all odds,
to know that theres sincerity in you.
To appreciate those words of yours.
Because at the end of the day,
i still appreciate your presence.
Much love,
fadhilah.


Thursday, August 20, 2009
Last blogged @ 12:36 PM

I dont care what you people gonna say.
Im still standing tall.
He will too.
Your words wont pull anyone down.
Tk dapat uhh ehk!!!
*winkwink*


Exam starts tomorrow!
Shud i be happy or wad?
Its just 4 days. And i will be done with it.
Next, TTSH, here i come! =D


To my dearest Izzah:
Babe, i will really try to find some time to meet you k.
If we cant meet before puasa.
I promise we will meet during puasa.
We go buka together ok?
I cant really find a suitable time at the moment.
There lots of things queing up.
Mark this words, No matter how busy i am.
Thoughts of you is always in my mind.
Ive to admit that i miss you a lot sis.
I love you darl! =))


Now, two of my other darlings have turn 18.
Dearest; Lutfiah and Maizaitul!
Im happy for them!
All legal already.
;-)
Fad syg both of you manymany! =DD



I have to get to know you better, to know the real you...
Tht's what you said...


Thursday, August 13, 2009
Last blogged @ 8:11 AM

This MIXED-UP feeling is rather killing me right now.
Im so stressed. And confused.
School, and the non-stop feeling of tiredness.
At times, life just came up in a way that it will either
hurt my heart or others.
In life, hypocrites, liars, bustards, all do exist.
All the different kinds of people.
I tried to ignore them. I tried not to be sensitive.
But nothing seems to be ok.
Sometimes i can feel really lost. I wont know what is going on.
Till some spot it and asked why im so blur.
The presence of exam which is just around the corner
added on to the pressure.
I have to pass.
I cant afford to disappoint anyone. Even myself.
When i need somebody to talk to, it seems that theres no one.
Those who really know and understands me are all so busy.
I've marked my words not to disturb bestf till the exams are over.
So i should not cross over what i've said.
Some are just too busy. Busy with their own stuffs and all.
I don't want to be a burden to them.
They have their own life to lead.
On the other hand, those free ones will never understand me.
I know and i realise about that.
So i won't bother to share my problems with them.
And i just dont want this heart to get hurt again
for letting out my problems to people who cannot be trusted at all.
At times, i would also wana b independent.
Independent enough to face all this. And being strong too.
Facing things by my own. Not sharing it to anyone.
But only to myself.


All i want for this moment, is from God.
Give me strength to face all this...


Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Last blogged @ 5:31 PM

Hello Readers.
As usual, i will just have to talkk about what that have been happening all this while.
The sadden part is, i cant upload any pics here.
Lucky, theres facebook.. Hehs. So view it there ok.


07/08/09
Its a friday. Ended school quite early coz im done with my NSL practical exam.
Headed to Bugis and met my sis. We shop hell lot. Bought tons of earring.
Thats what my mum asked to buy. I bought stuffs for the weeding that i will be attending the next day.
Apparently, im not able to attend his ROM on friday. No time.
My parent have to rush to Bukit Panjang. So that is enuf to explain why im not going on that friday.
After all the shopping, we headed home straight.
To have a rest and then watch the encore telecast of the Anugerah.
Irritating seyyy... Ok i wont elaborate anything about it for now.
It will add on to me getting on my nerves. Once done, i went of to for an early sleep.
Ok, not that early though. ;-)


08/08/09
The Wedding of the year!
As usual, ive always been looking forward for any cousin's wedding ceremony.
Coz i get to meet my big family. This includes my loveydovey cousins.
And not to forget, the dancefloor. Im not really looking forward for the food in every wedding.
All i want is the FUN. F-U-N!
yar, i forget one thing. Me and sis get to be the 2 lucky person to get to hold on to the
bunga mangga. Hehs. First time that i see a girl which is myself holding on to that thing.
Paisey? Yes, but F-U-N! The reason is also basically because im wearing red and sis, white.
And the bunga mangga thingy is in red and white. Cool or what?
And of coz, we get ourselves caught in the pics and video. I guess. Haks.
At the girl's side, met some of the NP fwens. Rose's fwens to be specific.
And oh my, what a small world. We ended up being cousins...
Great thing. My family is getting bigger and bigger. =))
Back to the story. When both the bride and groom reach our place back again, the PARTY begins.
We had the party poppers bursting out the environment. Bhangra dancers. Dancefloor.
Its really an unexplainable moment there.
We were like partying as if theres no tmr. I admit that i did dance. Cant resist uhh.
Some more with those Great songs. Like clubbing like that. Without disco lights.
But pls dont get me wrong.
Im not the clubbing type of girls. Its just that i do dance in a proper place.
Cheyy, no offence Clubbers! ;-)
On that day, i dont dance preity much though. I felt quite paisey luhh.
Not like all this while. Im being a thick skin. Dance all out.
Maybe because of the fact that ive gain weight. Hias...
Soon time flies. The ceremony ends. Headed to pasir ris park straight to mit Hydir's family and Atikah's too.
Its a gathering. Chillchill then atikah's father send us home at around 4+ am.
And then, dead tired.


09/08/09
Its Singapore's BIRTHDAY.
Meet up all the peeps at 12.30pm, at phone booth. Typical for all bedok residents. Hiyaks.
First place, THE CAGE. Those boys whad their soccer training first. In the middle time, sthng happen.
I kinda loss my mood for a moment. Only sis and the girls know what happen. Hehes.
But soon, it gets manageable and i recover to be the usual fadhilah. Hurhur~~~
After the play, went to kfc.
This part irritating, the guys decided to change plan. They decided to catch a movie.
Like WTH sey.
But thank God, tickets sold out. *evil smile*
Then they plan to have bowling. But also, God dont make it happen. Hahaha.
So, the best part, they agreed upon going to Marina Bay.
And i was like, YESSAH!
So we girls, quickly make our way before those guys change their mind.
Went we reached there, its so crowded. And we ourselves is in a big group.
Quite difficult to control.
We camwhore a lot. But then, my 'hired' cameraman did not manage to tag along with us to marina.
Enough said, there's a lot of fun. Memorable.



That's about it.
Sorry for this long post.
Mind me.

Tkcr, loves.


Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:03 PM

It seems that this blogger thingy still have not recover from the sickness.
All i can do is to type type type.
Cnt upload photos. Cnt even change the font types and colours.
Its ok then.
As long as i can update about what is happening in my life.
And You can read it by all means.
*Kalau tk suker, tkper*



Alright, about yesterday's Anugerah.
Just one word, NONSENCE!
What the hell is happening??
Blind or just deaf?
Poor thing to those who judge and vote blindly.
And just some particularly person don't deserve to go to the finals.
Like duhhh.
Can't sing properly.
Can't even pronounce the word 's' PERFECTLY.
Enough said, KELONG!
Everyone knows that. Not only my group of supporters.
Others do think the same too.
You got Nothing.
Again i repeat, N-O-T-H-I-N-G.

And yeah, some people do encourage me too.
Their words at least could regain back some happiness in myself.
"Aluhh fad, DIA kalau menang pon. I bet tkda org nk beli album die. No package at all"
"Aper yg kiter tahu, dorg kelong. Nmpk sngt seyy kat TV. Tkper, tk selamat punyer"
That's what most people said.
Yessahhh! So true!
No package!
Nothing!
Kelong habis!

*Nk jadi penipu kn??? Tk selamat uhh kau. Tk akan laku punyer......


Niways, HYDIR IS STILL THE WINNER IN THE EYES OF HIS FANATICSSSSSS!
yuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
Love you luhh Hydir! Very much!

*****Hydir bukan tersingkir. Tapi DISINGKIR!
Those who get what i mean, Great!
Yg tak tahu, g tanyer Teacher!
Hehehs.


Love Love...

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Sunday, August 2, 2009
Last blogged @ 7:27 PM

This post is really meant for you.
My dear, no matter what, i want you to know that i will always be there for you.
I really will.
It saddens me so much after i knew what really happen.
What is the cause of it.
Now i know the reason why i received that msg a few months back.
Have faith darl.
Everything will be fine.
To be honest.
Im facing that kind of situation too.
At times, i hate my behaviour.
I hate what i did.
But then i realise that im growing.
That's why all this things happen.
Sometimes, i feel like quitting.
Thats what you did mention too.
But don't.
There's a lot more others out there that need you. That includes me.
I don't want all those memories and friendship being wasted just like that.
I appreciate all those so much.
No matter what happen, i will always be there for you.
I will be the fadhilah that you know all this while.
I will be the one who will always make you smile when we spent our time together.
I assure you that.
All i want to see is that happiness in you.
I would rather take all your sorrows and exchange it with all the happiness that i've got.
Because, u deserve it for being a good person.

As far as im concern, I love you so much darl!


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