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Sunday, November 8, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:47 AM I seriously cant stand this anymore.. All this while, most people said that im a strong girl.. But then i realise that all those are not true. Im so weak. Too sensitive and too emotional. Being in this state really pulls me down. Those words and those thoughts. Seeing us drifted apart. Not like other people out there. The strong bonds that i see everywhere. All you people said is that ive changed. Im rude. But have you people even bother asking me how am i, how things is going on in my life. What my problems are. Why ive been keeping quiet at times. Why i stayed away from some of you. You didnt, dont you? All i need are your understanding, trust, love and concern. Seriously, im lacking of those. And i need it from no one else, but only from you people. My social life seems to be a problem to you also. Why?? I have the rights to mix around with anybody. Whoever i like. I know my limits. I set my boundaries. Consider myself a spoilt kid? Up to you. Yeah, im spoilt because of this small things that i lack. Im a human too. Ive got my feelings. My flaws. Speaking about flaws, who doesnt have any right? Everybody does. Its either you're able to notice it or not. You highlighted each and every flaws that i had. But did you even bother to ask me why im becoming like this? All you know is to listen to people whom i doubt know me well enough. Listen to their assumptions. And then again, put all the blame on me. I hate it you know. Especially when we had small arguments. Yes, im rude at times. I answered back when im not satisfied. Ego.... I know. I just have to stand up for my own right. But to be honest with you, i would never wana have an argument with you. Never. Each time we argued, im sure to teared. You never know about all this. My hidden tears, those soundless screams...You'll never know......... :'(
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