HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZULFADHLI!

Ive been getting weird dreams this few days.
I guess ive been missing those people so much.
Hais.
Its been so long that ive last met my bestbuds, sweethearts, darlings & loveydovey cousins.
I miss them so much..
And, both of my grandfather have been appearing in my mind lately.
God knows how much i miss them and been wanting to meet them.
But how?
They no more here on earth.
But still, my prayers will always be with them.
love you both so much & i miss you.. :'(

Ok, lets change the tone.
Sis have been pestering me to buy the lampu kelap-kelip.
Im considering it adik.
I thought of buying it also.
I love it!
Beautiful.
And I wana buy Black roses too.
We’ll have to look for it at Geylang.
Its beautiful adik.
So Gothic.
But then, my money again??
Curtain ive bought.
Why don’t you buy the lights then?
Hehs ;)
Ok, if I go buy the lights you go buy bunga api ok.
But if like only the three of us.
Wont be happening though.
I miss those past moments adik.
If only, they were still here with us.
Don’t you miss them too?
So anybody else wanna join us?
Huakhuakhuak~~
Ok sis, lets go geylang!
*smile wide wide*
But when?
How about those pimples on your face?
You ok with it?
HAHAHAHA!
Jokejoke.
*peace*

To bestee, cheer up ok my dear. Its ok to cry darl. You know I did that too right. Cry when angry, sad, pissed off, lonely, missing people. We're both sensitive. Both emotional. I just want you to take note of this. Despite those problems you have. Those obstacles you're facing, dont just cry my dear. Talk to me. Just like what you usually do before. You know im always there for you right. Anytime. Im proud that you're able to be strong. The fact that you still smile despite the pain that you kept in you. But please, talk to me, share with me your problems. As promise, we gonna share all the ups and downs together right. I know you cant tolerate sympathies. But me, being here as your friend, I'll be there for you always. My promise. You dont have to regard it as sympathy nor consolation. Im doing my job as a friend. Take it as a duty. My dear friend, dont get puzzled much and dont run away from reality. You have me. Just like the old fadhilah. The one that will always listen to all your problems and complains. The one who will hug you tight when youre down. I love you so much and I couldnt bear to see you being like this always. Meet me during one of your off days. We'll talk things out. Takecare dearest. Imysm!

I'll always be that pillar to support you each time you're falling.

To you lilsis, Ive regard you as my own sister. I dont want you to be sad though. The fact that people come and go. You have to learn from it. At times, you must remember. Certain guys are like that. They grab all the girls that they can grab. And at one point of time, they'll take only one and abandon the rest. And they also like to put we girls into their test. So be careful. I just dont wana see you being hurt again my dear. I hope that you will use what that had happened as a learning point. Remember, we girls can fall for guys easily, but you must not pin high hopes on them too. Cause it might hurt you in the end. I believe you're strong enough to get yourself out of this situation. God will be able to help you. InsyaAllah. Its a matter of time. If you need anybody to talk to you can count on me or any of your girls ok. Now, focus more on your exams. It will determine your future. Guys aside first. Tkcr girl.. We shall meet again when the time comes or perhaps after the exams are all over.

Sometimes if you love somebody, you have to let him go.. If he comes back to you, he's yours.. If he doesnt, he never was...

Till here.

Tkcr everybody.

Much love, fadhilah..

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