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My life is a series of changes
I smile, I laugh, I cry, I learn.

Thursday, September 17, 2009
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You noted those changes?

Up to you to think and decide.

Like ive said before.

Ive nvr change and would nvr wana change.

If you really think that ive changed.

Jolly well dont blame me.

Its the surrounding, the situation, that makes me who i am right now.

Its not denial.

Take note of that dearest.

Im happy with what i have.

Im happy with the people i know.
Im happy with the friends that i make.

At times i know your words are just lies.

Stupid of me to trust those words at times.

You said im cute, sweet and whatever nodsss.

I kept quite or shall either laugh.

Im not trying to be arrogant or what.

The fact that im trying to find those truths behind those words.

In the end, those lies will still remain as lies.

Ive moved on, dear friends.

Happy with my own life.

So dont bother coming back.

Im not evil.

But because i have my own reasons.

Labels: standing strong

Wednesday, September 16, 2009
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADZILAH!
Da tua.

Mwuahhh hahahaha~~

Semoga kamu dimurahkan rezeki, dimatangkan lagi, blablabla.

*all the positive ones*

Happyhappy lahh selalu.

All the best for your future endeavours.

Take Good Care of yourself.

And of course,

ILY!

Mwacchhhhkkkkks!!!!!!!!!

p/s: aku da bli lampu, thankyou tkda ker? Hehes :)

Monday, September 14, 2009
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZULFADHLI!

a.k.a zulbillybug

Now u're old already huh?

Good for you..

Thanks for being a great friend.

Someone nice to talk to and joke around with.

(I know ive been teasing you so much. Pardon me.)

Not to forget, thanks for being my mobile music library.

Appreciate it so much hor.

Niways, may you get the girl that you've been wanting so much.

Go put in effort ok zul?

If you want that somebody, you must go against all odds to get her.

Be brave, boy. Speak up ok. Learn to start convo.

(And tkmo luper aku tau bab aku byk tlg kau dlm hal nie. Huakhuakhuak~~)

I wana wish you good luck for your coming exams.

May you get the results that you have been hunting for.

(Remember your promise that you gonna balance both issues well. So make sure!)

All the best for your future endeavours.
Takecare! ;)

Ive been getting weird dreams this few days.
I guess ive been missing those people so much.
Hais.
Its been so long that ive last met my bestbuds, sweethearts, darlings & loveydovey cousins.
I miss them so much..
And, both of my grandfather have been appearing in my mind lately.
God knows how much i miss them and been wanting to meet them.
But how?
They no more here on earth.
But still, my prayers will always be with them.
love you both so much & i miss you.. :'(

Ok, lets change the tone.
Sis have been pestering me to buy the lampu kelap-kelip.
Im considering it adik.
I thought of buying it also.
I love it!
Beautiful.
And I wana buy Black roses too.
We’ll have to look for it at Geylang.
Its beautiful adik.
So Gothic.
But then, my money again??
Curtain ive bought.
Why don’t you buy the lights then?
Hehs ;)
Ok, if I go buy the lights you go buy bunga api ok.
But if like only the three of us.
Wont be happening though.
I miss those past moments adik.
If only, they were still here with us.
Don’t you miss them too?
So anybody else wanna join us?
Huakhuakhuak~~
Ok sis, lets go geylang!
*smile wide wide*
But when?
How about those pimples on your face?
You ok with it?
HAHAHAHA!
Jokejoke.
*peace*

To bestee, cheer up ok my dear. Its ok to cry darl. You know I did that too right. Cry when angry, sad, pissed off, lonely, missing people. We're both sensitive. Both emotional. I just want you to take note of this. Despite those problems you have. Those obstacles you're facing, dont just cry my dear. Talk to me. Just like what you usually do before. You know im always there for you right. Anytime. Im proud that you're able to be strong. The fact that you still smile despite the pain that you kept in you. But please, talk to me, share with me your problems. As promise, we gonna share all the ups and downs together right. I know you cant tolerate sympathies. But me, being here as your friend, I'll be there for you always. My promise. You dont have to regard it as sympathy nor consolation. Im doing my job as a friend. Take it as a duty. My dear friend, dont get puzzled much and dont run away from reality. You have me. Just like the old fadhilah. The one that will always listen to all your problems and complains. The one who will hug you tight when youre down. I love you so much and I couldnt bear to see you being like this always. Meet me during one of your off days. We'll talk things out. Takecare dearest. Imysm!

I'll always be that pillar to support you each time you're falling.

To you lilsis, Ive regard you as my own sister. I dont want you to be sad though. The fact that people come and go. You have to learn from it. At times, you must remember. Certain guys are like that. They grab all the girls that they can grab. And at one point of time, they'll take only one and abandon the rest. And they also like to put we girls into their test. So be careful. I just dont wana see you being hurt again my dear. I hope that you will use what that had happened as a learning point. Remember, we girls can fall for guys easily, but you must not pin high hopes on them too. Cause it might hurt you in the end. I believe you're strong enough to get yourself out of this situation. God will be able to help you. InsyaAllah. Its a matter of time. If you need anybody to talk to you can count on me or any of your girls ok. Now, focus more on your exams. It will determine your future. Guys aside first. Tkcr girl.. We shall meet again when the time comes or perhaps after the exams are all over.

Sometimes if you love somebody, you have to let him go.. If he comes back to you, he's yours.. If he doesnt, he never was...

Till here.

Tkcr everybody.

Much love, fadhilah..

Labels: happy birthday

Saturday, September 12, 2009
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Im so dead bored.

Ive got tons of things to do at home.

But yet im still not in the mood.

I just have the tendency not to do things when im not in the mood to do it.

Its bad you know.

That habit.

But then, its like got stuck into me.

Its being stick to my mindset already.

I have the urge of going out from yesterday night.

Yesterday's plan was cancelled.

Thanks to sis.

She refused not to go out because of her pimple.

Like...... Nevermind.

Feel like going to coffeeshop to have a drink.

Also no company.

Like seriously, i have to get out of this house.

At least a day will be fine to me.

I wana go to eastcoast beach.

To witness the evening blue sky, the endless sea, sunset...

I need those peaceful moments.

To get rid of this restlessness feeling in my heart.

To be able to think well.

To search for suitable solutions towards those problems.

I really need that moment.

Besides that..

Im hoping so much that An will just beep me up.

And we shall go out together.

All cousins.

Im hoping hard you know.

I have to meet them.

Badly.

And can somebody bring me out?

To a place where i can witness the beauty of nature.

Anywhere that is beautiful.

As i know, this heart have been wanting to admire mother nature.

BFF, you're so funny.

Cant i just simply say that i miss you.

For the fact that you know i dont have a boyfriend.

Dont force me to go and have one either.

You know me well enough.

And you know my limits towards trusting people.

Especially guys.

You're a guy yourself, so you know what im trying to say.

If i say i miss you, i really do.

Im not just trying to spark a conversation.

But because i miss your presence.

Friday, September 11, 2009
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Finally bought baju raya! Ok, im not really that excited though. In fact im not looking forward for this year raya. Why? The only reason is Attachment. Yesterday went of to geylang. Alight at City Plaza then went straight to First Lady. Me and Sis did some choosing of clothes and colours. So we manage to compromise. Had everything settled. And the best part is, i got this damn nice pink baju. Suker~~~ The colour was like a Vooom! Sweet.. Ok apparently sis wants a pink one also. But her size doesnt allow her to have a pink one. Hehs. Sorry for you hor! But she took white instead. And the white one is quite nice though. So pure... I'll stop here. I dont want to elaborate further. Long story uhhhhh.......

Darling Bestee.
As i was blogging yesterday, bro called me. I ignore him cause im just toooooooo lazy to go out of my room just to attend to him. And as i know he is apparaently at the kitchen window and witnessing the group of mat-mat playing takraw at my estate. So i thought he wana tell me soemthing about that bunch of people. But then, bro came to my room and said, "Tadi naufal lalu". And guess what, i run all the way to the kitchen *semangat face* and stood by the window. Look around. But then, i was late. Naufal went of already. Pissed off. Really am. Feel like crying. Complain to my sister. And i guess she feels weird though. Coz i tell her that i feel like crying. Of course lah, i miss this bestfriend of mine, who was in a total silence for like almost a week. I continue blogging with dissapointment. And then i received a message. Guess from who? Its Naufal! *smile wide wide* He said that he just walk by my house and he did explain why he did not reply my msgs. Its ok fal, i understand... But dont keep quite for long days lah. I miss your goodnight messages ya'know! Text text text, and i feel satisfied ok! After so much waiting, he finally came back. Yeah! Miss you bestbud. Should meet up soon aite... And as you know, fadhilah sayang kamu! ;)

So here i am again at home. Blogging, facebook-ing. Then later make kuih. And after buka, i'll be going off. Yeah. Meeting some people. And tomorrow, can you just make it happen An? Puhlease, puhlease, puhlease.. I wana meet all of you. Have a day out with you people. I wana hug my cousins tighttight. I want the 5 of us to gather. I wana meet 'whatever' sister. Matrep a.k.a donaldduck. Miss them so muchhh. Tomorrow, please make it happen!

Im growing up.
So dont test my patience.
I might look nice.
But i can be nasty when i flare up.
I dont want that to happen.
Coz you might hate it.
And i hate to do it.
So better still dont play around with me.
Got it?

Thursday, September 10, 2009
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First of all....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHAIRULZAMAN!
Now u turn a year older...
Da TUA!
Huak! :x
You've been a nice Guy and a Friend too.
Fun to talk to and joke around with.
And also the fact that you've been a great 'hired' cameraman to me all this while.
I wana wish you good luck for your studies.
May you get the results that you really want.
All the best for your future endeavours.

*************************************

Now, i wana share about yesterday.
@ Atiqa's crib.
We're invited to her house for break fast.
The USUAL people.
Everyone came at different timing.
But still we manage to break fast on time.
The food were SUPERB!
V. Delicious~~~~
Thanks to Atiqa's Mum who did the cooking.
Seriously speaking, i got a change in my mood.
'Stuck up'!
Some knew the reason.
I know some were sad about it.
But one thing i like about them is they're strong.
Strong enough to show that they're fine about whats going on.
Fine with the surrounding.
Whereas me, the usual fadhilah.
Got really freak out with. . .
But then i manage to talk to gf on the phone.
(thanks for the listening ear babe&thanks for cheering me up)
Then later i sat with Naz.
Talk with her for a while.
Suddenly, ok, here comes the best part.
Atiqa's Mum switch off the lights.
I wanted to ask her why.
But my heart stop me though.
Suddenly.....
I see lights walking steadily out of Atiqa's room..
In the dark.
And guess what?!
Its a birthday cake!!!!
A surprise birthday celebration for the September Babies.
Huhurr~~~~
I was damn shock.
Lips sealed. Heart beating faster.
The surprise, so NICE ok..
Like no suspicious thing or what then suddenly got birthday cake.
I loike!!
Like duhh, who wont like a surprise right?
So The Old Babies were called up..
Im so shy.
At the same time, feel like tearing down.
But i manage to control this time round.
(Lau tk standard, mesti nangis)
Huak! ;X
Step smilingsmiling.
Praying hard that those tears wont roll down.
Call me crybaby?
By all means...
Coz im sensitive and emotional.
Hehes ;D
So, we had the bdae song, cake being cut and eat.
Lucky im not being bashed or anything..
Cream not on my face.
Great!
Unlike those unlucky ones. ;)
Then we played BINGO.
Funny jokes.
As usual, when theres Nabeel.
There will always be jokes.
Even if it is lame.
Everyone still laugh.
Funnehhh! I loike!
Not to forget.
We camwhored a lot.
Atiqa's mum disturb me.
Like, again......
Hahaha.
Everytime like that.
(InsyaAllah, i'll print your photos a.s.a.p. ok)
After that, we left.
Guys went home but we ladies chilled at mac.
Talktalk.
Let things out.
And yeah!
I did enjoy that day.
Thanks for the day peeps.
Thanks to Atiqa&Mum.
Atiqa&Nisa for the cake and surprise.
Once again, thankyou dearests..
I LOVE YOU ALL WHO REALLY MAKE THAT DAY A BLAST.
Mwahhhs!
;DD

Here are some of the photos.
The rest in Facebook.
Enjoy!

The fact that people will change.

And we have to accept it.

Eventhough it really hurts....

Labels: Iftar and Birthday

Wednesday, September 9, 2009
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Can upload pics...

Yay!

02/09/2009, Wednesday.

Had Break fast with...

Zaman, Fauzan, Nisah, Atiqa, Shafiq, Andi, Fadd, Raha, Firdaus, Rasul, Hydir, Kamal, Zul, Nabeel, FarhanS, Sheila, Siti.

Open table.

Happening..

A BLAST!

01/09/2009, Tuesday

Went back to BGSS.

Met up with peoples and teachers.

Headed to Orchard and then to Geylang.

Break fast @ walking pathway.

And had a walk around the Bazaar.

Nothing much at Geylang though.

But then, we all went to buy 'dengdeng' before heading home.

Nice! :)

*p/s: The rest of the pics in facebook. Hehs ;)

Labels: Iftar

Tuesday, September 8, 2009
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homeSICK!

Blogger, again, problem...
Nemind nemind...

Im so bored.
Really bored.
I feel like going out, but now? where? with who?
Seriously, im sick of staying at home and doing those cleaning job.
Ok wait, speaking about cleaning.
I manage to clean my room...
With the help of my family members.
Now, im left with arranging back those stuffs of mine.
And done..!
I just love to see Pooh all around my room. I loike! ;D
And the poster of Hydir standing tall and nice on one of the cupboard. *fanatik*
How i wish this room is painted in HOT PINK! Mwach! Sure niceeee..
But right now the colour itself is pink.. But not HOT enuff uhh. Huak! =X

I wana update about the break fast session for that two days.
But, soon uhh.. When the perfect time comes.. ;DD
Aniways, i was informed that this Sat, COUSINS DAY OUT!
HappyHappyHappy! Like Finally!
I cant wait...
But i cant get so excited... (Sekali tk jadi, fad jugak sad nanti)
PLEASE MAKE IT HAPPEN!
I have to meet them badly...
I wanna hug my loveydovey cousins tighttight.
Miss them so much..

Darlings? Sweethearts?
When we gonna meet people???
I wanna a day out with Izzah, Naufal and Syed.
Another day out with Lutfiah (++++ Naufal too if fya wants bt i think she will say yes).
A day with Maizaitul, my BUSY sister.
Poly cliques, Hadi, Fuad...
I miss them also....

Being happy doesnt mean everything is perfect.
It means that you decided to look beyond the imperfections...

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'Im stubborn, impatient & a little insecure. i make mistakes, i am out of control & at times hard to handle. But if you cant handle me at my worst, it will also mean that you dont deserve me at my best.'
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