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Thursday, August 13, 2009
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This MIXED-UP feeling is rather killing me right now.
Im so stressed. And confused.
School, and the non-stop feeling of tiredness.
At times, life just came up in a way that it will either

hurt my heart or others.
In life, hypocrites, liars, bustards, all do exist.
All the different kinds of people.
I tried to ignore them. I tried not to be sensitive.
But nothing seems to be ok.
Sometimes i can feel really lost. I wont know what is going on.
Till some spot it and asked why im so blur.
The presence of exam which is just around the corner

added on to the pressure.
I have to pass.
I cant afford to disappoint anyone. Even myself.
When i need somebody to talk to, it seems that theres no one.
Those who really know and understands me are all so busy.
I've marked my words not to disturb bestf till the exams are over.
So i should not cross over what i've said.
Some are just too busy. Busy with their own stuffs and all.
I don't want to be a burden to them.
They have their own life to lead.
On the other hand, those free ones will never understand me.
I know and i realise about that.
So i won't bother to share my problems with them.
And i just dont want this heart to get hurt again
for letting out my problems to people who cannot be trusted at all.
At times, i would also wana b independent.
Independent enough to face all this. And being strong too.
Facing things by my own. Not sharing it to anyone.
But only to myself.

All i want for this moment, is from God.
Give me strength to face all this...

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'Im stubborn, impatient & a little insecure. i make mistakes, i am out of control & at times hard to handle. But if you cant handle me at my worst, it will also mean that you dont deserve me at my best.'
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