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Thursday, July 16, 2009
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Hello readers!

Mine me, ive got a number of things to let out here.

I wana let out about school first.

Now, its the most BUSY moment ever.

Lots of projects to be done.

And not forgetting, the individual assignments too.

Everything to be settled in a short period of time.

Im still wondering if things could be done on time.

Exam coming in like 5 weeks time.

Practical test in a 2 or 3 weeks time.

Huhuu.

Nvm, i still have confidence in doing so.

Niways, i will be the actress for the CNP roleplay.

Gosh, im nervous, like S-E-R-I-O-U-S-L-Y!

Its acting in front of the whole class.

Who wont be nervous right?

I need encouragement for this.

Next, 'changes'.

And ive to admit, i hate this thing called 'mood swings'.

To this certain people, i wana apologies.

I know at times it looks so drastic.

Worst still, you thought ive changed for the worst.

Im sorry for the changes in my mood.

Im sorry for getting so f**ked up easily.

Im sorry for flaring up at any point of time.

You made your own assumptions.

Without even asking what are my problems

or even asking whether im ok.

All you did was to listen to those thoughts in your mind.

You never knew those tears that i shed

each time when this mood swings happen.

Trust me, i cried when it happen.

I dont wana hurt you.

Not at all.

Im sorry if i have been a trouble to you all this while.

Im really sorry..

But its just too difficult to control this kind of situations.

Or maybe im just to weak?

Nvm.

I will just put that blame on my ownself.

For all i know, i love you people.

And my sincere apologies...

=((

At times, i think that we should not even trust

anyone who is close to us.

Cause, there will be a moment that they will be the one

who leak out all your secrets to others.

Nobody should be trusted too much.

In life, hypocrites do exist.

Alright, till here.

Im too tired to talk a lot.

And not to forget.

Ive to admit that i miss all my darling sweethearts.

And surely, I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!

Hehs. ;-)

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'Im stubborn, impatient & a little insecure. i make mistakes, i am out of control & at times hard to handle. But if you cant handle me at my worst, it will also mean that you dont deserve me at my best.'
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