I get tired easily right now. I really am. The schooling time, travelling time, everything. Common test is just around the corner, Practical test is really waiting for me and soon i will be away for attachment. This is what that makes me so eager and wanting to look forward; Clinical Attachment. Next, about the modules. This is what im quite sicked of actually. Especially AAP. I just feel like crying during the prac class just now. Im really stressed. I will turn blank when it comes to biology. Hahaha. Chem students mah. Niways, thnx for ur concern during the lesson Fadhilah. So swit of u to text me during the lesson itself. Ily! Niways, i will try to get over the stress a.s.a.p. To my poly sweethearts, im sorry for being quiet at times in school. Thanks for your understanding, fee. I promise when ive get over all those things, i will be back as the fadhilah that you people know and we will hell rawk the school like nobody business. Ive also realised that right now, im back with my old habit. JIWANG! Haiyo. Ive been listening to all those jiwang songs again. And in school too. I just cant imagine that me and my fwens, did our project in school, with the jiwang songs on and we sang hell loud like as if we own a karaoke club. Hehs. And me together with fee, have been singing 'haruskah kita berpisah'. Even at MIC lab too. Sorry for being the starter au fee. It was fun though. Hhahahs.

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Now, all my misses:

1) I miss all my beloved sweethearts.

2) My loveydovey cousins.

3) My matrep. (You know who you are)

4) My hell lot smiles during the early of the April.

5) My workplace (Im so wanting to go work again. Hees. Hopefully dere is work this friday)

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And im currently texting my dear syahrul. Oh my, i miss that bro truckloads. Like finally, we get into contact once again.

He said: You dont rely on others, you dont go to them. U need to upgrade yourself. They'll come to you. Anyone, but dont forget, nothing is permanent. Crying over spilled milk, better move on. And please dont make others use you. The things you can do and the things you wish to do, are 2 different things. Only you know that better then anyone else. Be strong. Power is always necessary because conflicts exist. The weak will always cry over being powerless, when you hold that power, be conscious of it. Or else you will make others cry.

Gosh. His advice is so the powderful okeh! Thats one thing i like about him. So matured. Niways, thnx for the advice syahrul. I will always take note of that. Hope that we will get to meet again soon k. I gonna miss you. Study hard yeah!

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To my dearest _______, im really worried about you. Ever since you text me that night and telling me what happen, i knew something isnt right.U choose not to mention anything about it. Its ok. I understand. But at least, please do reply my msgs. Ive been waiting for your msg every minute. I know that it is really bothering you. But i just dont have the right picture towards it. I really hope that you could pick up that phone of yours and text me a.s.a.p. The best if you could give me a call. It will really be great if i could hear it from you. Im totally worried. Thats all i could say for the time being. If you need to talk about it, just beep me and i will be there for you.

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The past, past, past but yet new pictures..