Sometimes we will be in a situation where its hard to make a decision. When you were given a number of choices to chose from. People will just come, begging for a chance or an opportunity from you. Its something that you really don't expect it to happen either. If only there is any opportunity for me to explain the real situation to you. I will. Hurting you is not an achievement in my life. Its like im killing my ownself. I hate to do that. Things will always seem to be wrong when our conversation starts. There must always be the tiny bit that will make you speak up the negative thoughts of yours. Ive never regard you as a bad person. Ive never done that before throughout the past years. No matter what those people out there said about you, im still right there in front of you. Smiling and welcoming you with an open heart. Remember this is what you did tell me before, 'ignore what the outside world gona talk about you as long as you know what you did is right'.. And this is what i want you to remember too my dear friend. I hate it to hear you repeating those negative sentences again and again. I had enough. Whether you are a good or a bad individual, i will still accept you as who you are. Maybe i will get pissed of a lil bit. But im sure that im still able to get over that feeling of mine. Whats more important is that i have to be there for you always as i know that there will be times that you will need me. Things will still be like the old times. When we both shared the laughters together. And when one of us cried, the other will cry too. Ive always been telling you. In my life, its not just about me sharing the joyful moments with my dear friends. But its also about me being there with you during those sad moments. Sitting beside you, consoling you and trying my best to feel your deepest sorrows. Just a simple note, as long as our friendship exist, we will always share all the ups and downs together. Be it with you or they. And i do hope that things between us will get better day by day.